Rape Confession
By Intense Rape
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Sullivan was a real cute guy who had the magic to get a date with any chick in the college he wanted. I wished to be his girlfriend, but every time I tried to talk to him, he just ignored me. I was 18 and never been kissed or had a man. Yep… I was still a virgin. Sullivan just turned 20.
When I came back from a summer camp my friend Tracy invited me to a party at her home. Sullivan was there! Shit! I tried to forget him but I couldn’t. Now I thought if he would talk to me, ask me out on a date, or maybe just be my friend. And then he would even fall in love with me, and, just like in those love stories, take me in his arms, gently run his fingers through my hair and kiss me on my lips. But it was just a dream…
Sullivan brought some xxx porn dvd with him and asked all to watch it. It was a teen rape movie, high quality Russian made rape with shocking gang rape scenes. Everyone was scared by the rape video. But Sullivan was not. He just smiled widely and nodded his head.
He didn’t even look at me, and when I tried to talk to him he just turned away from me.
I took way too many shrooms that night. I was real shit! I was so fucked up… Listening to music I passed out on the floor, lying on my back with my legs spread. A few hours later I woke up with my iPod stuck inside my ears, the room dark and quiet, and with Sullivan on top of me, pushing his cock right inside my pussy.
It hurt. He was heavy and smelled like a beer barrel. It was cold and I could hear others snoring on the sofas. I was frozen, inside and out. I felt shocked, outraged, and I felt raped! “You asshole! Stop it!” I screamed. He pulled out a small knife and put it to my throat. I started crying. Then he put his hand over my mouth and said he’d stab me to death if I would not shut up!
I would. I stopped fighting. I didn’t scream any more. I was scared. I just couldn’t believe it was happening to me. Then Sullivan started kissing me all over my body and then he kissed my pussy lips. Now I had the chance to kick him to escape. But I didn’t do that! I do not know why, maybe because I was too scared or maybe … oh my gosh, suddenly, I just got this strange feeling..It was an orgasm… my first orgasm! I used to masturbate since I was 16 but I did not feel like that before. And I liked it much! I felt like cumming..
Sullivan took out his cock and put it in my mouth. Then he squirted his warm load of cum right down my throat. It was over. Sullivan got up without a word and went outside. I couldn’t sleep. I was stunned and numb by it all. I went home in the morning. I was totally gutted and depressed. I didn’t tell anyone what had happened to me last night.
The next time I saw Sullivan he just ignored me. I was angry but too ashamed to accuse him or tell our mutual friends about that.
I was raped and it changed my life forever. Years passed…I’m 22 now. I went from being trusting and naive to being angry and fearful, suspicious of all men. Last Fall Sullivan got drunk and raped a 19 year old teen in a supermarket toilet. The rape victim started screaming and Sullivan was caught by cop. Then, after he was accused of raping her by the court he killed himself. It leaves me to wonder how many girls he raped.
I still remember that party. Yep, I was brutally raped and abused but I got the strongest orgasm in the world that night. I’ve never had such an orgasm since then however I now have a steady boyfriend and lead a normal sexual life. Though, I still look for someone who can awaken such feelings within me, feelings of fear and pleasure at the same time. I look for someone with a knife!
Samantha B.
Tags: gang rape, intense rape, rape movie, rape video, teen rape
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